Finally good news! I went in today for bloodwork and ultrasound and they called to say that my estrogen and progesterone levels are great and I can start my protocol tonight! How sad that I get excited about starting the damn protocol? I gave myself my first two shots of Menopur and Gonal F and pray that they do what they are supposed to do.  I have an appointment on the 4th to make sure everything still looks good.  In the meantime, please send us your positive energy.  I don't know how to feel....I have a lot of self defense mechanisms in place.  Love and light is very much needed!

Feeling relieved right now. Just spoke to the nurse and they are trying a new approach called Antagonist Protocol. All this means is that I don't have to inject Lupron! SOOO happy because it made me so miserable. Now I have to wait (again) until my period starts and I can start this process all over again. Praying for patience and keeping the faith.

My body isn't cooperating. I went in on Sunday morning for a blood check and ultrasound and my estrogen is too high to move forward. So this cycle is canceled. The doctors at the clinic are having a meeting to discuss what course to take with me. I have no words. Beyond frustrated and very very sad.