Z Baby Quest

Obviously I haven't written in a while.  Blogging was no longer therapeutic for me and it seemed it was all doom and gloom.  That being said, the last post was so sad and I want people to know I'm in a good place.  Dan and I are pursuing alternate methods to conceive.....and if we succeed, I may be back if writing becomes a positive thing for me again.  But in the meantime know this......as much as the sadness, the overwhelming anxiety, stress and negativity we've experienced these last five years....there has been greater beauty, friendship and love shown to us.  You could look at our situation and think us unlucky, but we know we are LUCKY to have people like you that love us and care about our journey.  The greatest lesson I've learned is to never question "Why Me?" and instead, ask yourself "What"?  What do I need to do to fix this, to turn it around into something good?  To get the ending I deserve?   I hope you all know that if you EVER need a shoulder to cry on, or to laugh so hard, you'll pee your pants.....please reach out to Dan and me!