Cycle Day One

So it's officially Day One of my cycle which means the IVF will be in full swing soon. I called my doctor this morning to report in and waiting to hear back. They are going to do a "trial transfer" and start me on meds soon. GOD PLEASE LET THIS BE IT! This is our last chance to have a biological child of both of us. And the last chance for a while to try anything else. I'm terrified. Seriously terrified and I must begin to live in the moment and not think ahead to the end of the cycle. I cannot control the outcome. It's all in God's hands. Pray that the new Doctor is the one that will help us achieve our dream. Pray that things are different this time. Pray that we finally get our miracle! Love to all.